Tales of a 30-something female

So I went to Howl-O-Scream last night with my girl Crystin. I had such an incredible time. I love hanging out with her!! The haunted houses were ridiculous and I mean that in a good way. I don't scare at all, but they were awesome. I think throughout the whole night with the 6 houses and the scare zones I jumped once and that is bc I came around a corner and someone was right in my face. I predicted all the other jumps and bangs and screams. Poor Crystin kept jumping, we held hands through every house and I was her protecter, lol. The one house with the full beer was not a good idea...bc a majority of it ended up on our arms and feet. Let me tell you the one thing I was not happy with was the guy's breath that got all in my grill and was whispering to me. BUT the highlight of the night was....**TIE** 1. riding Sheikra for the first time (possibly thought it was almost better than sex~ but then changed my mind) and 2. Dance Club Haunted House that included my soon-to-be new boy...

I really could've swore that I had blogged before....but apparently I hadn't unless it was under a different email and I forgot the log-in information. Anyhow.... Where do I begin? Right now in my life I have a lot going on. About 6 months ago my boyfriend Cory and I split up. He left & I am stuck here with all the bills. I am out of work and trying to make ends meat. But the economy is in a real rut right now and jobs are minimal. I try and have a positive outlook on things because I cannot allow this world to consume me and my thoughts. I have to be strong for my children, so I keep a positive outlook on my life and where it is going. If you think good things then good things will happen. People who think negatively only set themselves up for failure. Some people think that they NEED someone in their lives to be ok....but I have realized (for the 2nd time now) that I do not need to have a significant other just to be happy. I am happy being me and being the mom I am to my...